Wednesday 21 April 2010

"Suck it all in: Distracted! Conflicted! Pathetic"


It's S's Birthday today. I called early in the morning to wish her an amazing day. Just as I suspected, she wasn't excited much about it. Later on she was in a much better mood after her mom's surprise martini and strawberries dipped in white choco party! :)
On Saturday we are going to celebrate it at my place. 7 people in my small room sometimes I can't even fit in?! FUN. That's not the part I am worried about though, for the last 4 days I have been so good. Tomorrow won't be an exception. But I am afraid of Saturday. Night, alcohol and an empty stomach. It's like letting a wild animal loose after training him for only a week. It was not enough for me. This will be a day I get to exercise my will power. I can't decide whether I want to do it or not.

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